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My heart is an atom, and you split it in two,
now the nuclear explosion's coming back to swallow you.
I will not survive, I am the center of the blast.
I am blasted, fucked and shattered, I am clouds of toxic gas.
I hooked myself in to your poisonous machine.
I let myself be toxified by dreams of you still loving me.
I unplugged my mind, and it didn't change a thing.
I'm a ghoulish wasteland walker holding out a wedding ring.

Push the plunger down on this ACME TNT
bundle wrapped around the world, pieces strewn across the galaxy.
I will not survive, I am a man who's marked for death
what did Shakespeare say about being killed? I dream about your breasts.
I walk to the noose, I will pay for all my crimes.
Love whose waste I should have seen before I blinded both my eyes.
I will spit and curse plagues upon the peasant crowd.
My neck will snap, my body jerk, I'll die so fucking loud.

Haunting ain't a thing because there's nothing after this.
So I welcome oblivion hidden deep inside your kiss.
I know there's no love, no prime mover of this world,
there are graveyards full of idiots who treat women like girls.
I know there's no heaven where I will see you again
there is hell on Earth and stoicism peeling onion skins.
I know there is paradise, this button takes you there
I freeze in the explosion, I miss touching your hair.

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from Sex Headaches, released January 15, 2015

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