Feels like I’ve been screaming to reach you, you can’t hear but
I’ve been tryin’
It’s like, language existed to serve the corrupted all thoughts twist and
I’m dyin’
Blue wave, comin’ from corners, enclave without borders, I’m not
lyin’
From the garden, gonorrhea plucked clean, in season, climbin’ a wet dream and
cryin’
CHORUS:
If I can choose which day I’ll die
I’d take a lonely train, don’t know which way or why
and take my coffee in the sun.
And as the needle slipped, vision over tilt
memories of you crushed in the silt
I’d only just learned how to have fun.
Sun’s raw, blurring out the static, I’m
freaked out, coming up on panic and
wild
steps throb, every direction I walk God’s trying to make me his
child
if he’s trying to feed me, sure I’d, give him a couple of minutes to see me at my most
beguiled
but that dreams, sobered and cleared out — life’s nothing but black mold on white grout and
style
Bridge:
I don’t miss that girl,
I kinda miss the doom
sped up and shaking in my room
Some swell in silence
breaks through to the air
if my heart broke now, I wouldn’t even care
no kind of quiet life
afforded to me now
I couldn’t even ask, I wouldn’t even dare
In this grave of youth,
so many cast too soon
I lived way too long, don’t wanna be here
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